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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    11:55 am
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    “What?” Stunned, Bourne again stared at the Lavier woman“That was his reward for cornering
    me?”
    “No, for betraying Carlos
    “I don’t understand
    “The monseigneur has eyes everywhere, I’m sure that’s no surprise to youSantos, the total
    recluse, was observed sending several heavy boxes out with his main food supplier, and yester day
    morning he did not clip and water his precious garden, a summer ritual as predictable as the tiffany replica jewelry sunA
    man was sent to the supplier’s warehouse and opened the boxes—”
    “Books,” broke in Jason quietly
    “Placed in storage until further instructions,” completed Dominique Lavier“Santos’s departure
    was to be swift and secret
    “And Carlos knew there was no one in Moscow giving out a telephone number
    “I beg your pardon?”
    “NothingWhat kind of man was Santos?”
    “I never knew him, never even saw himI’ve only heard the downstairs rumors, louis vuitton multicolor which weren’t
    many
    “I haven’t time for manyWhat were they?”
    “Apparently he was a very large man—”
    “I know that,” interrupted Jason impatiently“And from the books we both know that he was
    well read, probably well educated, if his speech was indicativeWhere did he come from and why
    did he work for the Jackal?”
    “They say he was Cuban and fought in Fidel’s revolution, that he was a deep thinker, as well as
    a law student with Castro, louis vuitton pink and once a great athleteThen, of course, as in all revolutions, the
    internal strife sours the victories—at least that’s what my old friends from the May Day barricades
    tell me
    “Translation, please?”
    “Fidel was jealous of the leaders of certain cadres, especially Che Guevara and the man you
    knew as SantosWhere Castro was larger than life, those two were larger than he was, and Fidel
    could not tolerate the competitionChe was sent rolex ladies watch on a mission that ended his life, and trumped up
    counterrevolutionary charges were brought against SantosHe was within an hour of being
    executed when Carlos and his men broke into the prison and spirited him away
    “Spirited? Dressed as priests, no doubt
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    280
    “I have no doubtsThe Church with all its medieval lunacies once held sway over Cuba
    “I’m a woman, the Pontiff is not; he’s merely rolex ladies watches medie
    5:58 am
    @@@@@Somebody had to take holdApparently Wireman
    @@@@@Somebody had to
    take holdApparently Wireman had decided that was
    his jobIt's got to be Ilse who helped
    him with this
    I expected to find another painting over the
    printed matter on the last page, but I didn't
    What I saw there hurt my heart with surprise and
    loveMelinda was ever my hard girl, my project,
    but I had never loved her the less for that, and
    what I felt showed clearly in the black-and-white
    photo, which looked creased across the middle and
    dog-eared at two of its four cornersIt had a
    548
    right to look beat-up, because the Melinda
    standing next to me could have been no older than
    fourThat made this snapshot at least eighteen
    years oldShe was wearing jeans, cowboy boots, a
    Western-style shirt, and a straw hatHad we just
    come back from Pleasant Hill Farms, where she
    sometimes rode a Shetland pony named Sugar? I
    thought soIn any case, we were standing on the
    sidewalk in front of the little starter home we'd
    had in Brooklyn Park, me in faded jeans and a
    white tee-shirt with the short sleeves rolled up a
    turn and my hair combed back like a greaserI had
    a can of Grain Belt beer in one hand and a smile
    on my faceLinnie had one hand hooked into the
    pocket of my jeans and a look of love - such love
    - on her upturned face that it made my throat ache
    I smiled the way you do when you're about an inch
    away from bursting into tearsBelow the picture
    it said:
    If you want to keep current on who else is coming,
    you can call me at 941-555-6166, or Jerome Wireman
    at 941-555-8191, or your MomShe'll be coming
    549
    down with the Minnesota contingent, by the way,
    and will meet you at the hotel
    Hope you can come - love you either way, Pony Girl
    -
    Dad
    I closed the letter that was also a brochure that
    was also an invitation and sat staring silently
    down at it for a few momentsI did not entirely
    trust myself to speak
    "That's just a rough draft, of course Wireman
    sounded tentativeIn other words, not like
    himself at all"If you hate it, I'll junk it and
    start again
    "You didn't get that picture from Ilse," I saidPam found it in one of her old
    photo albums
    All at once everything made sens
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    11:55 am
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    SmithRealty9505 to EFree19
    2:17 PM
    February 8
    Dear Edgar: I am so glad you're enjoying the place
    In answer to your question, the Salmon Point
    property wasn't the only brochure I sent you but
    one of nine detailing lease opportunities in
    Florida and JamaicaAs I recall, Salmon Point was
    the only one you expressed interest inIn fact, I
    remember you saying, "Don't dicker the deal, just
    do it
    Sandy
    I read this message through twice, then murmured,
    "Just do the necklace chanel deal and let the deal do you,
    muchacha
    I couldn't remember the other brochures even now,
    but I remembered the one for Salmon PointThe
    folder it came in had been a bright pinkA big
    pink, you might say, and the words that caught my
    351
    eye hadn't been Salmon Point but those below it,
    embossed in gold: YOUR SECRET GULFSIDE RETREATSo
    maybe it had called me
    Maybe it had, after all
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    KamenDoc to EFree19
    1:46 PM
    February 10
    Edgar: Long time no hear, as the deaf rolex ladies watch Indian said
    to the prodigal son (please forgive me; bad jokes
    are the only jokes I know)How goes the art?
    Concerning the MRI, I suggest you call the Center
    for Neurological Studies at Sarasota Memorial
    HospitalThe number is 941-555-5554
    Kamen
    EFree19 to KamenDoc
    2:19 PM
    February 10
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    Kamen: Thanks for the referralCenter for
    Neurological Studies sounds pretty damned serious!
    But I will make the appointment very soon
    Edgar
    KamenDoc to EFree19
    4:55 omega planet ocean PM
    February 10
    Soon should be soon enoughAs long as you're not
    having seizures
    Kamen
    He had punctuated "as long as you're not having
    seizures" with one of those handy e-mail emoticons,
    this one a round laughing face with a mouthful of
    teethHaving seen Wireman doing a pogo in the
    shadowy back seat of the rented van with his eyes
    pointing in different directions, I didn't feel
    like laughing myselfBut I knew that, short of
    chains and a tractor hitch, I wouldn't be mulberry bag getting
    Wireman examined much before March fifteenth,
    353
    unless he pitched a grand mal bitchAnd of course,
    Wireman wasn't Xander Kamen's problemI wasn't
    either, strictly speaking, and I was touched that
    he was still botheringOn impulse I clicked the
    REPLY button and typed:
    EFree19 to KamenDoc
    5:05 PM
    February 10
    Kamen: No seizures
    I took some of my stuff to a Sarasota gallery, and
    one of the guys who owns the place had a look at
    itI think he might offer me a chanel classic bag s
    5:58 am
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    classic chanel bag,daytona rolex,omega seamaster gold,vintage gucci,gucci fashion@@@@@The very wordraid had her cowering in
    terrorKyle would not go out with us; Sunny had gone hysterical the one time he'd mentioned it
    In the end, practicality had won out
    It was good to be needed
    Supplies had been dwindling; this would be a long, thorough tripJared was leading the raid, as
    usual, so it went without saying that Melanie was includedAaron and Brandt volunteered, not
    that we really needed the muscle; they were tired of being cooped up
    We were classic chanel bag going far to the north, and I was excited to see the new places–to feel the cold again
    Excitement got a bit out of hand in this bodyI was bouncy and hyper the night we drove to the
    rock slide where the van and the big moving truck were hiddenIan was laughing at me because
    I could hardly hold still as we loaded the clothes and sundries we would need into the vanHe
    held my hand, he said, to tether me to the surface of the planet
    Was I too loud? Too daytona rolex oblivious to my surroundings? No, of course that was not itThere was
    nothing I could have doneThis was a trap, and it was too late for us the minute we arrived
    We froze when the thin beams of light shot out of the darkness into Jared's and Melanie's faces
    My face, my eyes, the ones that might have helped us, stayed obscured, hidden in the shadow
    made by Ian's wide back
    My eyes were not blinded by the glare, and the moon was bright enough for me to clearly see
    the omega seamaster gold Seekers that outnumbered us, eight to our sixBright enough for me to see the way they
    held their hands, to see the weapons that glinted in them, raised and pointed at usPointed at
    Jared and Mel, at Brandt and Aaron–our only gun still undrawn–and one centered dead on Ian's
    chest
    Why had I let him come with me? Why did he have to die, too? Lily's bewildered questions
    echoed in my head:Why did life and love go on? What was the point?
    My fragile little vintage gucci heart shattered into a million pieces, and I fumbled for the pill in my pocket
    “Steady, now, everybody just keep calm,” the man in the center of the group of Seekers called
    out“Wait, wait, don't beswallowing anything! Jeez, get a grip! No, look!”
    The man turned the flashlight on his own face
    His face was sun browned and craggy, like a rock that had been eroded by the windHis hair
    was dark, with white at the temples, and it curled in a bushy mess around his gucci fashion ea
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    12:02 pm
    @@@@@I can give them… not a future But as much as
    @@@@@I can give them… not a future
    But as much as I can
    She was crying, becoming incoherentHer sorrow brought tears to my eyesI'd no idea that she
    cared so much for meAlmost as much as I cared for herI hadn't realized that we loved each
    other
    Even if Jared had never asked me for this, even if Jared did not exist… Once this path had
    occurred to me, I would have had to proceed down itI loved her that much
    No wonder the success rate for resistant hosts was so low here on EarthOnce we learned to
    love our human host, what hope did we souls have? We could not exist at the expense of one
    we lovedA soul could not live that way
    I rolled myself over and, in the starlight, I looked at my body
    My hands were dirty and scratched, but under the surface blemishes, they were beautifulThe
    skin was a pretty sun-browned color; even bleached in the pale light, it was prettyThe nails
    were chewed short but still healthy and smooth, with little half moons of white at the basesI
    fluttered my fingers, watching the muscles pull the bones in graceful patternsI let them dance
    above me, where they became black fluid shapes against the stars
    I ran them through my hairIt was almost to my shoulders nowAfter a
    few weeks of shampoo in hotel showers and Health vitamins, it was glossy and soft again
    I stretched my arms out as far as they would go, tugging against the tendons until some of my
    joints crackedThey could pull me up a mountainside, they could carry a
    heavy load, they could plow a fieldBut they were also softThey could hold a child, they could
    comfort a friend, they could love… but that was not fo
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    12:03 pm
    @@@@@ "No Navy, sir?" "I'm afraid notMy
    @@@@@
    "No Navy, sir?"
    "I'm afraid notMy little friend says there's not much chance of it"We'll launch Operation Plunger as plannedThere'll be just one little exceptionI think we ought to take the outpost opposite I Company firstI want you to draw up an order tonight for Taylor to start a push in the morning
    "Let's take a look at it He turned toward Hearn"Lieutenant, will you hand me that map, please
    "Sir?" Hearn started
    "I said hand me the map Cummings turned toward Dalleson again
    "This one?"
    "What other one is there?" Cummings snapped
    The map was fastened to a large drawing board with an overlay of celluloid tacked to itWhile it was not heavy, it was awkward because of its size, and Hearn, unable to see the floor, had to move cautiously
    It had been unnecessary to move it, he realized abruptlyCummings could easily have walked over, indeed Cummings knew the map by heart
    "Hurry, man," Cummings barked
    For the moment Hearn was standing over him, everything became magnifiedHe could see each of Cummings's features, the ruddy skin moist from the heat of the tent, the great bald eyes staring at him with indifference and contempt
    Cummings extended his arm"Well, give it to me, man, stop holding it His hand reached for it
    Hearn let go of the board prematurely, perhaps he even hurled it downThe distinction was unimportant, for he knew he wanted Cummings to drop it
    6:05 am
    @@@@@"Nothing happened," Scarlett said through
    @@@@@"Nothing happened," Scarlett said
    through her teethShe picked up the small silver bell on the table
    and shook it furiouslyWhen the stout black maid appeared carrying
    two small dishes of pudding, Scarlett stalked over to herShe put her
    hands on the woman's shoulders and turned her around"Now you
    march,
    and I mean march, not amble alongYou go down to the kitchen and
    bring me my dinnerHot and plenty of it and in a hurryI don't care
    which one of you was planning to eat it, but you'll have to make do
    with the back and the wingsI want a thigh and a breast and plenty of
    gravy on my potatoes and a bowl of butter, with the rolls nice and
    hot
    Go on!" She sat down with a flounce, ready to do battle with her
    aunts
    if they said so much as one wordSilence filled the room until her
    dinner was served
    Pauline contained herself until Scarlett's food was half-eaten
    Then, "What did Pere say to you?" she asked politelyScarlett wiped
    her mouth with her napkin"He just tried to bully me the way he does
    you and Aunt 'Laue, so I gave him a piece of my mind The two sisters exchanged shocked looksScarlett smiled and
    ladled more gravy onto the potatoes left on her plate
    What geese her aunts wereDidn't they know that you had to stand
    up
    to bullies like their father or else they'd trample right over you? It
    never occurred to Scarlett that she was able to resist being bullied
    because she was a bully herself, or that her grandfather's laughter was
    caused by his recognition of her resemblance to himWhen dessert
    was
    served, the bowls of tapioca had somehow become largerEulalie
    smiled
    gratefully at her niece
    "Sister and I were just saying how much we enjoyed having you with
    us
    in our old home, ScarlettDon't you find Savannah a lovely little
    city? Did you see the fountain in Chippewa Square? And the theater?
    It's nearly as old as Charleston'sI remember how Sister and I used
    to look out of the windows of our schoolroom at the thespians coming
    and goingDon't you remember, Sister?" Pauline remember
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    11:55 am
    @@@@@"Miss Julia's wonderful"She runs Ashley
    @@@@@"Miss Julia's
    wonderful"She runs Ashley Barony herseli;
    she
    says she's never had an overseer that didn't need overseeing
    And she has practically as many rice fields as there were before the
    WarShe could mine phosphate like Rhett, but she won't have
    anything
    to do with itPlantations are for planting, she says, not
    for"-Rosemary's voice dropped to a shocked, pleased whisper-" 'raping
    the land to get what's underneath She keeps it all the way it was
    There's sugar cane and a press to make her own molasses, and a
    blacksmith to shoe the mules and make wheels for the carts, and a
    cooper to make barrels for the rice and molasses, and a carpenter for
    fixing things, a tanner to make harnessShe takes her rice into town
    for milling and she buys flour and coffee and tea, but everything else
    comes from the placeShe's got cows and sheep and fowl and pigs
    and a
    dairy room and spring house and smoke house and storerooms full of
    canned vegetables and shelled corn and preserved fruit from the
    summer
    cropsShe makes her own wine, tooRhett claims she's even got a
    still out in the pine woods she gets her turpentine from
    "Does she still have slaves?"
    Scarlett's words were sharply sarcasticThe days of the great
    plantations were over and there was no bringing them back"Oh,
    Scarlett, you sound just like Rhett sometimesI'd like to shake both
    of youMiss Julia pays wages just like everybody elseBut she makes
    the plantation earn enough to pay themI'm going to do the same
    thing
    at the Landing if I ever get the chanceI think it's horrible that
    Rhett won't even try Rosemary began to clatter cups and saucers on
    the tea tray"I can't remember, do you take milk or lemon,
    Scarlett?"
    "What? Oh-milk, please Scarlett had no interest in teaShe was
    reliving the fantasy she'd had before, of Tara brought back to life,
    with its fields studded with white cotton for as far as the eye could
    see and its barns full and the house just the way it had been when her
    mother was aliveYes, there was some of the long-forgotten scent of
    lemon oil in this room and brass polish and floor waxIt was faint,
    but she was sure she could smell it, in spite of the sharp resinous
    tang of the pine logs in the f
    5:56 am
    @@@@@ “Krupkin!” The voice burst from the radio
    @@@@@
    “Krupkin!” The voice burst from the radio speaker“Four other people have come outside—
    three men and a womanThey’re running to the car!”
    “What did he say?” asked BourneAlex translated and Jason frowned“Hostages?” he said
    quietly, as if to himself“He just blew it!” Medusa’s Delta leaned forward and touched Krupkin’s
    shoulder“Tell your man to get out of there the moment that car takes off and he knows where it’s
    headingTell him to be obvious, to blow the hell out of his horn while he passes the armory, which
    he must pass from one way or the other
    “My dear fellow!” exploded the Soviet intelligence officer“Would you mind telling me why I
    should issue such an order?”
    “Because your colleague was right and I was wrongThe man in the sling isn’t CarlosThe
    Jackal’s inside, waiting for the cavalry to pass the fort so he can get away in another car—if there is
    a cavalry
    “In the name of our revered Karl Marx, do explain how you reached this contradictory
    conclusion!”
    “SimpleEven if you could, you wouldn’t shoot up that car on the road,
    would you?”
    “AgreedThere are four other people inside, all no doubt innocent Soviet citizens forced to
    appear otherwise
    “Hostages?”
    “Yes, of course
    “When was the last time you heard of people running like hell into a situation where they could
    become hostages? Even if they were under a gun from a doorway, one or two, if not all of them,
    would try to race behind other cars for protection
    “My word—”
    “But you were right about one thingCarlos has a contact inside that armory—the man in the
    slingHe may only be an innocent Russian with a brother or a sister living in Paris, but the Jackal
    owns him
    “Dimitri!” shouted the metallic voice in Russian“The car is speeding out of the parking lot!”
    Krupkin pressed the button on his microphone and gave his instructionsEssentially, they were
    to follow that automobile to the borders of Finland if necessary, but to take it without violence,
    calling in the police if they had toThe last order was to pass the armory, blowing his horn
    repeatedlyIn the Russian vernacular, the agent named Orlov asked, “What the fuck for?”
    “Because I’ve had a vision from S
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    12:00 pm
    @@@@@ “You’re not only rude, my dear, you’re
    @@@@@
    “You’re not only rude, my dear, you’re terribly ungratefulWhere were we?”
    “At the moment with Prefontaine,” replied Alex sharply, looking at Bourne“But he may not
    matter because he probably won’t survive BostonI’ll call you at the inn at Barbizon tomorrow
    and set up a time for lunchClock yourself on the drive back so we’re not hanging around
    like mateless snow geeseAlso, if that fat guy’s right about his ‘cuisine,’ Kruppie will love it and
    tell everybody he discovered itI told you, we go back a long time
    “And don’t go into it,” added Panov“You really don’t want to hear about Istanbul and
    AmsterdamThey’re both a couple of thieves
    “We pass,” said Marie“Go on, Alex, what about tomorrow?”
    “Mo and I will take a taxi out to your place, and your husband and I will drive back hereWe’ll
    call you after lunch
    “What about that driver of yours, the one Casset got you?” asked the Chameleon, his eyes cold,
    inquiring
    “What about him? He’ll be paid double what he can make in a month with his taxi for tonight,
    and after he drops us off at a hotel, he’ll disappearWe won’t see him again
    “Will he see anyone else?”
    “Not if he wants to live and send money to his relatives in AlgeriaI told you, Casset cleared
    him
    “Tomorrow, then,” said Bourne grimly, looking across the table at Marie and Morris Panov
    “After we leave for Paris, you’re to stay out at Barbizon, and you’re not to leave the innDo you
    both understand that?”
    “You know, David,” answered Marie, bristling and rigid on the pine banquette“I’m going to
    tell you somethingMo and Alex are as much a part of our family as the children, so I’ll say it in
    front of themWe all, all of us, humor you and in some ways pamper you because of the horrible
    things you went throughBut you cannot and you will not order us around as if we were inferior
    beings in your august pres
    5:56 am
    @@@@@The Bone was on the radio An ad for some
    @@@@@The Bone was on the radio
    An ad for some motorcycle dealership ended (The
    Bone was big on motorcycle sales and various
    mortgage services), and The Who came on: "Magic
    Bus My stump began to tingle, then to itchAnd
    that itch spread slowly downward, sleepy but deepI inched the volume up a tick, then
    reached into my pocket and pulled out the stolen
    penNot blue; not black; it was redI admired it
    for a moment in the late sunThen I thumbed open
    the glove compartment and pawed around
    "Help you find something, boss?"
    636
    "NopeKeep your eye on yonder honey
    I pulled out a coupon for a free Checkers NASCAR
    Burger - Ya Gotta Eat!, the coupon proclaimedThe flip side was blankI drew
    quickly and without thinkingIt was done before
    the song wasUnderneath my small picture I
    printed five lettersThe picture was similar to
    the doodles I'd done in my other life while
    dickering (usually with some dickhead) on the
    phoneThe letters spelled PERSE, the name of my
    mystery shipOnly I didn't think that was how you
    said itI could have added an accent over the E,
    but that would turn it into something that sounded
    like Persay, and I didn't think that was right,
    either
    "What's that?" Jack asked, looking over, then
    answered his own question"Little red picnic
    basketBut what's a Purse?"
    "You say it persie
    "I'll take your word for it The barrier at our
    end of the drawbridge went up and Jack rolled
    across onto Duma Key
    637
    I looked at the little red picnic basket I'd drawn
    - only I thought you called this kind, the kind
    with wicker sides, a hamper - and wondered why it
    looked so famili
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    11:55 am
    @@@@@What did you do this time, you nasty
    @@@@@What did you do this
    time, you nasty man?
    I tried to say Nothing, but I was asleep before
    the word could come outAnd besides - I knew
    better
    xii
    The phone woke meI managed to push the right
    button on the second try and said something that
    vaguely resembled hello
    "Muchacho, wake up and come to breakfast!" Wireman
    cried"Steak and eggs! It's a celebration!" He
    paused"At least I'm celebratingMiss Eastlake's
    fogged out again
    "What are we cele-" It hit me then, the only thing
    it possibly could be, and I snapped upright,
    tumbling Reba onto the floor"Did your vision
    come back?"
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    "It's not that good, I'm afraid, but it's still
    goodThis is something all of Sarasota can
    celebrateThe guards who do
    the morning count found him dead in his cell
    For a moment that itch flashed down my right arm,
    and it was red
    "What are they saying?" I heard myself asking
    "Suicide?"
    "Don't know, but either way - suicide or natural
    causes - he saved the state of Florida a lot of
    money and the parents the grief of a trialCome
    on over and blow a noisemaker with me, what do you
    say?"
    "Just let me get dressed," I said I
    looked at my left armIt was splattered with many
    colors
    "Painting?"
    "No, banging Pamela Anderson
    "Your fantasy life is sadly deprived, EdgarI
    banged the Venus de Milo last night, and she had
    armsHow do you like your
    huevos?"
    "OhI'll be half an hourI must say you don't sound very
    thrilled with my news bulletin
    "I'm still trying to wak
    5:58 am
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    5:58 am
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    He is all application now, all studyAt night, in the parlor of the succession of post houses in which they live, he reads five or six nights a weekThere is all the education he has missed, and he takes giant strides in recouping itThere is philosophy first, and then political science, sociology, psychology, history, even literature and artHe absorbs it all with the fantastic powers of memory and assimilation he can exhibit at times, absorbs it and immediately transmutes it into something else, satisfies the dominant warp of his mind
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    6:06 am
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    Scarlett heard the music begin againIt was faint because of the
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    Jamie laughed and matched her"I'll teach you the reel next time," he
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